Weiden in der Oberpfalz
14.07.2016 - 02:10 Uhr

Traumafachberaterin Sabine Weber hat es selbst erlebt:: Ausstieg aus teuflischem Kult

Sie selbst bezeichnet sich als Überlebende organisierter, ritueller Gewalt. Etwa 30 Jahre lang lebte Sabine Weber in einem Kult, erlitt sexuelle und psychische Gewalt. Erst nach jahrelanger Therapie gelang ihr der Ausstieg. Heute hilft die 48-Jährige anderen Opfern - auch aus der Oberpfalz.

30 Jahre lang hat Sabine Weber selbst nach einem Kult gelebt. Doch sie hat ihn überlebt. Heute ist die 48-jährige Traumafachberaterin auch als Ausstiegsberaterin für Überlebende ritueller Gewalt am Trauma-Hilfe-Zentrum München tätig. Bild: hfz

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