Auswanderer schreibt über Heimat, Sehnsucht und Träume

In den 1950er-Jahren fehlten in Deutschland Arbeitskräfte, deshalb warb die Regierung im Ausland Arbeitnehmer an. Die meisten wollten eigentlich später in ihre Heimat zurückkehren. Doch viele blieben für immer. Auch in Schwandorf.

von Thomas Dobler, M.A.

Der Schwandorfer Osman Yildirim schreibt auf Türkisch über das Leben und die Sehnsüchte seiner Landsleute in der neuen Heimat Deutschland.

Bild: Dobler

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