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30.07.2022 - 20:27 Uhr
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Crystal Meth: Peters jahrelange Drogengeschichte

Der Einstieg war ganz zufällig. Jemand hatte ihm Crystal angeboten. Danach folgte der jahrelange regelmäßige Konsum. Peter erzählt, wie die Sucht bei ihm angefangen hat und wie er dem Teufelskreis aus Alkohol und Drogen entfliehen konnte.

Peters jahrelange Drogengeschichte. Grafik: Marina Gube
Peters jahrelange Drogengeschichte.

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