Bipolare Störung: Zwischen zwei Gefühlsextremen

Peter Harrer ist ein geselliger Endfünfziger, Versicherungsmakler und Familienmensch. Dass er mit einer schweren psychischen Erkrankung lebt, wissen nicht viele. Halt gibt ihm die Selbsthilfegruppe „Bipolar Regensburg“.

von Hanna Gibbs

In den depressiven Phasen sind Betroffene teils so antriebslos, dass sie es morgens nicht alleine aus dem Bett schaffen. Auch Suizidgedanken sind typisch.

Bild: Sina Schuldt

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