Schwandorf
01.03.2020 - 16:19 Uhr

Jay Schnorrer - Über Zweifel und das Glück, "divers" zu sein

Ein Mädchen, das kein Mädchen ist. Seit ihrer Kindheit fühlt sich Julia Schnorrer aus Schwandorf anders als andere. Nach Jahren voll Depressionen findet Jay zu sich selbst. Ein langer Weg, der Jay zu der Erkenntnis führt: Ich bin divers.

Ein glückliches Strahlen. Nach Jahren voll Selbstzweifel weiß Jay heute: Ich bin "divers".

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