Tabu: Der Kampf aus der Sucht

Roswitha Kacem wird durch ihre vielen Schicksalsschläge in die Alkoholsucht getrieben. Mehrere Entgiftungen und Therapien konnten ihr auf Dauer nicht helfen. Nun versucht sie durch eine Langzeittherapie in ein neues Leben zu finden.

von Lea-Mareen Kuhnle

Roswitha Kacem wird durch viele Schicksalsschläge in die Alkoholsucht getrieben.

Bild: Lea-Mareen Kuhnle / Grafik. Redaktion Magazine

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