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14.07.2020 - 17:37 Uhr
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Raus aus der Alkoholsucht: Denise findet einen Weg

Schon als Grundschülerin liebte Denise Eierlikör. Als 15-Jährige betrank sie sich an jedem Wochenende. Mit 30 war sie Filialleiterin und stieg um - von Bier auf Wodka, von ab und zu auf täglich. Ihr Weg führte sie in die Alkoholsucht.

Raus aus dem Dunkel, hinein ins Leben: Denise hat einen Weg gefunden, ihre Alkoholsucht zu besiegen. Bild: tk
Raus aus dem Dunkel, hinein ins Leben: Denise hat einen Weg gefunden, ihre Alkoholsucht zu besiegen.

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