#gehenstattessen - Alles ändert sich

In dieser Episode seiner Serie "#gehenstattessen" beschreibt Peter Müller heute, welche Veränderungen an Körper und Seele er durch das starke Abnehmen beobachtet hat. Am Ziel, sagt er, ist er aber noch lange nicht.

von Peter Müller

"Der direkte Vergleich zu meinem 'alten Ich' ist immer wieder schwer", sagt Peter Müller, "und doch unheimlich guttuend. Ich sehe, was ich geschafft habe, und gleichzeitig ist mir klar, was ich noch vor mir habe."

Bild: Dr. Carmen Lööck

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