#gehenstattessen - Hätte ich das alles verhindern können?

Verletzungspausen sorgen für viel Zeit zum Nachdenken und für Selbstreflexion. Im neuesten Teil seiner Serie, fragt sich Peter Müller, ob es einen Weg gegeben hätte, sein massives Übergewicht zu verhindern.

von Peter Müller

Eine Knieverletzung zwingt mich zum Gehhilfen-Wechsel und sorgt gleichzeitig für viel Zeit über viele Dinge nachzudenken. Hut ab für jeden, der seinen Alltag auf Krücken bestreiten muss. Ich hoffe, ich bin sie bald wieder los.

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